I am far too free-spirited to be a small-town, suburban housewife.

I haven't updated in a while. I have been journaling on paper as a kind of concrete relic of this time. I figure it will be interesting to go back and read what I wrote in the pages after all this is over with and done. I think it might be good to see how bad I thought things once were, and (hopefully) how much better things will be in the future. It is so odd to think that in about 2 months I will officially be single. I never really wanted to be single again. I used to look at my single friends and feel so lucky that I had a great man to go home to every night. 5 years later, here I sit writing about my impending divorce. I know it is a bit too early, but I have tried once (unsuccessfully) to thrust myself into the single scene. This should be interesting. I guess now this blog will detail my adventures in being single. Ha! Ah, the joys of my life. Just a few months ago I was writing about how I will not end up divorced. I guess that was just me convincing myself. I knew this was coming for a while, I was just wishing and hoping that it wouldn't. I wish Hubby was happy with who I am and I was what he wanted in a wife, but alas it was not to be. I guess it is a good thing though. I am far too free-spirited to be a small-town, suburban housewife.