Trying

I'm making surface progress. I'm feeling better about the way I look, but it's just superficial. I'm still insecure, and the things I'm doing to feel better about myself are motivated by my need to be just a good looking as other women. I'm still jealous and I'm still having trouble trusting Hubby. I'm trying, but its hard. I get so frustrated, because I just want to be better already. I get worried that these issues will never go away. I just want to feel the way I used to. I'm working on it.