How am I supposed to deal with this? I was out at a ball game tonight when I ran into the Ex Hubby and the bitch he cheated on me with. As soon as she introduced herself to my friend as Lacey I just looked at Ex Hubby, flipped him off, told him to fuck himself & walked away. After which I proceeded to freak the fuck out. I can't believe it happened. I can't believe I got the truth I thought I would never get. I can't believe it still hurts this much after so long. There were so many things I wanted to say and do to both him and her, but I didn't.
I have to see him tomorrow to pick my dog up from him. I will no be going alone. Penny will go with me, because if I were alone there is no telling what I might say or do. I just can't fucking believe it. I feel sick & my heart is beating a million miles an hour. I just wish I had someone to talk to.
About Me
- JaneDoe, Extraordinaire!
- I'm in my mid twenties and steadily figuring out my life. The last year of my life has been an amazing roller-coaster. I now live “downtown” with my boyfriend J and am enjoying the city life much better than I ever enjoyed the ‘burbs. I’m not sure what I want to do with my life yet, but it’s not what I thought. After 2 years of teaching, I’m burnt out and ready to start something new. I have learned to be extremely resilient. Every day I discover a new way to be happy with myself and my life. I am learning how to really live, one day at a time.
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