Irrational

I am feeling irrationally annoyed at everything around me. This has been going on since Friday night. Every.little.thing. makes me just want to claw out my eyeballs. Sometimes I really hate being menstrual. Maybe I just need some coffee and a hug.

Don't Pinch Me, Please

J sometimes makes me feel as if I'm living a real-life version of some romantic comedy movie. It is amazingly surreal, considering everyone has always told me that life is not like it is in the movies. I have often told myself that, and then here comes this impossibly perfect man.

Today, after sending me a funny, yet sweet email about how happy he is to have me moving into his house I received another email, this time a formal invitation. I have been invited to join him for a Valentine's Day Dinner at one of the fanciest restaurants in town. When I accepted, he replied that I made his day and that he would be honored to dine with a woman as lovely as I. Who does these things in real life? Apparently, my boyfriend does, and I couldn't be happier about it.

My Foolish Heart

PostSecret

It's not my postcard, but it IS my secret. I hope, somehow, he knows without my having to say it.

Death Virus

I would very much like to die now. The death virus, also known as THE FLU, has got me in its grips and is not letting go. After day 4 of feeling like death I think I can safely say this is not your common cold. I must go to the doctor tomorrow, and get some vitamins. I can barely move my body without it screaming out in pain. My eyeballs hurt. This is not OK.