11.02.2005

This one wasn't bad looking either

Oh dear goodness! I'm supposed to be reading Hamlet, but I just can't. I've been exhausted all night. It's no good, no good at all. I've just wasted 1/2 a week of the 3 weeks left in this semester. I really just want to go to bed, I even fell asleep in Brit. Lit. today. Oh well, somehow I'll pull it off, I always do.

In other news, I got out of a speeding ticket today, which is awesome because we really can't afford to pay for a speeding ticket right now. Warnings are my best friend. I still have leftover anxiety from the time I got arrested though, and I think that's why I'm so drained. Every time I get pulled over for speeding all the blood in my body rushes to my head and I shake uncontrollably. I keep thinking that I'm going to get hauled off again, just for speeding, like last time.

Once a cute cop literally made me stick my hand out the window so he could slap it. I think he felt differently about his decision not to write me a ticket after he saw my wedding band though. *smirk* Another time a cop offered to get me out of a ticket for a small accident (no damage incurred by either car) if I would just go out with him. Too bad I was engaged. I swear, I think some cops get off on pulling girls over and hitting on them. Any cops out there have an opinion?

Other than that, I have an entry about being in "Baby Limbo" I've been wanting to write, but I can't get into it tonight. It'd take too much time. Oh, and one about re-claiming my femininity and not being afraid of men because I'm married. These are just little written reminders to myself that I need to write down my thoughts on these issues. Maybe in a few weeks I'll have some time to flesh them out.

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